ring the bells that still can ring ([info]linaerys) wrote in [info]heroes_flashfic,

Fic: Caged by [info]linaerys

Title: Caged
Characters: Nathan Petrelli (Heroes)/Chris Keller (Oz)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 1100
Spoilers: None
Warnings: Questionable consent
Notes: A present for my darling [info]mandysbitch while she betas something much longer for me.

Peter’s coming for him, and so Nathan lies back on the bed that smells like other men’s sweat and waits through the days. The man who shares his cell has a swaggering walk and an easy, challenging smile that reveals nothing. He looks at Nathan like he wants Nathan to feel exposed, but Nathan’s brother can read minds, and this is nothing to that kind of exposure.

“Blow me,” says Keller, the first night Nathan’s there.

Nathan raises his eyebrows and offers a disbelieving, “No,” and that is the end of it, for a while.

Keller leaves him the bottom bunk, and dangles his foot over the side—rude, invasive, and Nathan pretends not to notice. Sometimes he stands next to the bed, resting his forearms on the upper bunk, and stares down at Nathan when he lies there reading.

“You ever fucked a man, baby?” Keller asks. “Congressman,” he adds.

“I was never sworn in,” says Nathan. His jaw tightens involuntarily when he says that, and he sees Keller noticing.

“That’s too bad, you lie like a politician.” Keller rubs his thumb along his lower lip, like he wants Nathan’s eyes to follow. “You didn’t answer my question. You ever fool around?”

He still doesn’t answer, because a lie would be transparent, and the truth is giving up too much. Keller laughs, self-satisfied, and says, “Yeah, you did.”

Nathan hears Keller jerking off ay night, the exaggerated noises he makes. Keller has a certain vulgar charisma; Nathan can imagine his big, muscled hands used for violence, but so far he just seems to enjoy needling Nathan verbally.

When Nathan shaves the next morning, Keller’s behind him, drawing a line with his finger along Nathan’s shoulder. Nathan glares at him in the mirror.

He doesn’t realize how close he’s been to despair until the news of Peter’s arrest airs on the evening news. At first he thinks it’s Peter’s ploy to get him out, but the he hears the name Guantanamo, and the walls of Oz suddenly look much more solid. They’ll have ways to hold Peter there, for a while at least. Sylar was there for nine months before his execution.

Keller’s watching Nathan, rather than the news, and Nathan wonders what he sees.

“Petrelli,” says Keller. “The one who can walk through walls. He’s your brother.”

“Yes,” says Nathan. He sets his mouth in a hard line, but now he feels brittle instead of tough, and Keller’s widening grin tells him that Keller sees it too.

“You can cry,” says Keller. “I won’t tell.”

Nathan takes off his shirt to sleep and Keller is there, still, watching, and he says, “You should never cover that up,” and his eyes trace over Nathan’s chest, and Nathan frowns even harder. “I’m gonna fuck you tonight,” he says, the smile dropping from his face like a discarded mask, and Nathan doesn’t doubt him.

He doesn’t sleep and Keller doesn’t either. The minutes crawl by after the lights go out and they’re locked in. Keller’s breathing is shallow, and Nathan knows this waiting is supposed to be part of the torture. He’s considered this before—whether he wants to fight Keller, and maybe end up in the infirmary, maybe dead—or take it.

Keller lands lightly on his feet when he jumps down from the top bunk. Nathan sits up. “I’ve been thinking about you,” says Keller.

“Do you ever just shut up?” asks Nathan before he can stop himself.

Keller sucker punches him so fast that Nathan barely sees Keller’s fist before his face is throbbing with a white-hot sensation that takes a few minutes to settle down into ordinary pain. Nathan’s fast enough for most fights, he boxes sometimes at the gym, but Keller has thirty pounds on him, and he’s a true killer, something many of the scared children locked in here with them will never be.

“I coulda made it fun for you,” says Keller. He grabs Nathan’s jaw, fingers digging in where the bruise from his punch is blooming.

“I doubt that,” says Nathan, putting all the hauteur he owns into his voice.

“You think that’s reverse psychology shit is going to work on me?” asks Keller. “I invented that game, sweetheart.” He reaches down to cup Nathan’s dick through the sweatpants he wears, but the way he smiles tells Nathan that Keller wants his humiliation more than his pain. “You’re going to wish I was hurting you,” says Keller.

He pushes Nathan’s sweatpants down and presses forward over the mattress. Nathan wiggles his jaw from side to side and tongues the teeth on that side, but they’re fine. He’ll have a bruise, but Keller could have hit him harder. Keller reaches between Nathan’s legs and strokes his cock into semi-hardness while he presses his spit slicked thumb into Nathan’s ass.

He could still get out of this, Nathan thinks. He could fly toward Keller, and crash them both through the glass at the front of the cell. He saw a man die that way, the day he got here, but they’d probably both survive.

But he’s hard now, and part of him wants this, wants to forget Peter, the world that has locked them away, so he shifts his hips so he can fuck Keller’s hand, as Keller works in a couple fingers. “So easy,” says Keller, contemptuous, and Nathan can imagine the smug grin he’s wearing now. Nathan hears him spit onto his hand and then it hurts worse than his jaw when Keller presses into him. He loses his hard-on entirely as he gasps for air.

“God, you’re tight,” says Keller, and mutters something else that sounds like tight-assed politician. “Breathe through it, baby,” he says.

The pain is receding, but it’s nowhere near pleasure until Keller says, “Touch yourself. I want to feel you come with my dick in you.”

Nathan obeys, and Keller starts to move with him; at first Keller’s movements are slow and gentle, gentler than Nathan would have believed possible, but then Keller’s fucking Nathan hard, as Nathan slides his cock through the circle of his hand. Keller feels impossibly huge inside him when Nathan comes.

He doesn’t know when Keller comes except then he’s pulling out, and Nathan feels the pain now—his whole body feels bruised.

“God,” says Keller. “You nearly killed me.” Nathan lies back on his bunk and watches Keller’s satisfied smile in the mirror. “Want another go?”

“No,” says Nathan.

“You think you have a choice?”

“Yes,” says Nathan. Keller shrugs and climbs into the top bunk. Keller might be tough, but Nathan can tell he wants something more from Nathan than his capitulation, and Nathan is safe enough until Keller gets whatever that is.

They can’t hold Peter forever, Nathan thinks. He's drained and hurting but now he feels like he can sleep, and wait for another day.

As he drifts off, he imagines Peter strangling the life from Keller with the strength of his mind alone, and smiles.
Tags: 14- lockdown

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[info]technosage

June 1 2007, 20:02:15 UTC 5 years ago

Is it wrong that my response to this is "awww, Nathan"? Really hot, and nicely done. I like it. A lot!


Nathan hears Keller jerking off a night - at
Nathan takes of his shirt to sleep - off

[info]linaerys

June 1 2007, 20:06:58 UTC 5 years ago

Thank you! I just found the "at" but I hadn't found the other on yet.

My reaction to almost everything is "awwww, Nathan," even when he's being a dick, so nope, not wrong. Or if it's wrong, I don't want to be right.

[info]notsostrange

June 1 2007, 20:13:06 UTC 5 years ago

Nathan/Keller? Totally pulled it off. Great job!

The last line made this entire fic for me.

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:19:24 UTC 5 years ago

Thank you so much! [info]mandysbitch has been begging for it for a while, and I think they would be interesting together. Thanks for reading!

[info]makesomelove

June 1 2007, 20:25:56 UTC 5 years ago

I LOVE THIS. Keller and Nathan together, so amazing. I just about died at the "You ever fool around?" line omg.

[info]linaerys

June 4 2007, 13:02:03 UTC 4 years ago

Yeah, this is definitely Keller at his most obnoxious. Glad you liked it!

[info]sparky77

June 1 2007, 20:31:19 UTC 5 years ago

Wow. Just wow. And also wow. And did I mention wow because holy shit!

(and also heart breaking because of the whole waiting for Peter thing... Oh Nathan!)

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:21:03 UTC 5 years ago

Hee! Thank you so much! I really do want Peter to just destroy Oz now, to get Nathan out. There should be a whole subgenre of pissed-off bad-ass Peter fic . . . which you've got a 'verse for, so yay!

[info]sparrowette

June 1 2007, 20:53:03 UTC 5 years ago

Christ, I've been missing Keller lately, and this just hits the spot. *g* You write him so well.

Heh, and, sudden trend of Nathan bottoming? :P

[info]linaerys

June 1 2007, 20:54:45 UTC 5 years ago

Thank you! I've never written him before, but I've been missing him lately too.

Heh, and, sudden trend of Nathan bottoming? :P

Dude, it's KELLER and I don't think Nathan will let this situation last for long.

[info]linaerys

5 years ago

[info]marinwood

June 1 2007, 21:06:06 UTC 5 years ago

This is awesome and needs to be continued.

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:22:23 UTC 5 years ago

Thank you very much. It is tempting to continue . . .

[info]mosca

June 1 2007, 22:04:12 UTC 5 years ago

To think I almost didn't click on the link for this.

I love it when people make the weird crossovers work. Your Keller is just the tiniest bit different in the Heroes-verse, with all the scary sociopathic charm, but also this weird underlying, "What can he do? Can he do something?" And your Nathan, terrified but strong, the way he always is on the show, after all. Also, hot, and it's a great touch (heh) that Keller wants him to come. Neat and different and awesome; so glad I clicked.

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:24:18 UTC 5 years ago

I'm so glad you liked it! Now I want Keller to have a power and be a crazy, creepy part of the Heroes verse.

Thanks for reading!

[info]kelly_girl

June 2 2007, 00:01:51 UTC 5 years ago

That last line? Fantastic. I can see Peter doing it too.

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:25:04 UTC 5 years ago

Next story, Peter destroys Oz to get Nathan back. Or pulls a Prison Break, only more immediately sucessful.

Thanks for reading!

[info]kelly_girl

5 years ago

[info]mandysbitch

June 2 2007, 01:27:02 UTC 5 years ago

i THINK I JUST HAD A FREAKING BABY!

I saw pairing before I saw who wrote it and i was doing this whole - WHA? WHO? HOW?

I LOVED it. If you weren't already married I would be over there tomorrow to have your babies, set up house, buy a gooddamn caravan and tour the country in our retirement, then get twin cemetary plots so we can be buried together. THAT's HOW MUCH I LOVED IT!

I love that the dubious consent. It's so dreadful - and so Oz! I think one of the things I loved about Oz was this constant questioning of the black and whiteness of non-consensual sex. That it comes in a range of forms and has an ever *wider* range of effects. It also questions the victim/ offender relationship and portrayed the victim as being someone who was not necessarily disempowered but put into a number of different positions, some more empowering than others.

You know, when Sister Peter *knows* Toby is getting abused she doesn't give him sympathy, she teaches him to take responsibility for his actions - she teaches him he's *active* in his position, not passive. And she stops him from being a victim by this method - which was awesome.

Anyway, so what you've done here, really taps into that theme, that in Oz the abused and abuser have a complicated relationship, and it's constantly in negotiation, even while they are having sex.

And Nathan is NEVER without choices. Never.

Gah! I am so glad I woke up to this! It's made my weekend. :)

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:16:58 UTC 5 years ago

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'm so glad you liked it! They do work awfully well together.

This was very fun to think about, because aside from Nathan being a lawyer from privilege, he and Toby really have nothing in common. I can see Nathan getting to as dark a place as Toby did under some circumstances, but he's nowhere near as broken and needy as Toby as a starting place. I think Nathan would break in a sadistic way instead, and take power for the sake of power, and exercise it ruthlessly.

Nonetheless, I think you're right that Keller would find Nathan kind of fascinating. Nathan would be hard to get, even after Keller "had" him.

Dubious consent is always an interesting issues, and you're right, Oz asks some tough questions about it--I didn't even think about a lot of those things writing this, but I'm happy it worked. It's interesting within a larger question of consent--everyone in prison is someone whose agency has been taken away, it makes anyone's consent problematic. Trying not to go into a whole feminist theory shpeil here, but yeah.

Thank you so much for the inspiration, and I'm so glad you liked it!

[info]sarkastic

June 2 2007, 02:52:59 UTC 5 years ago

Nathan and Keller, especially, are not characters that are easy to write correctly, but this short fic was perfect. And, I mean, the idea of those two together would've been great in and of itself, but you really made it fantastic here.

And, wow, I think I'd pay to read the fic where Peter destroys Oz to get to Nathan.

[info]linaerys

June 2 2007, 11:26:22 UTC 5 years ago

to read the fic where Peter destroys Oz to get to Nathan

There needs to be much more pissed-off, bad-ass Peter fic in this fandom. And I can't imagine any circumstance where he would be more destructive than in rescuing Nathan.

Thank you for reading! I'm so glad you liked it and that it worked for you!

[info]alinewrites

June 2 2007, 17:09:09 UTC 5 years ago

Mmmmmmmmmmmm. Very good!

[info]linaerys

June 5 2007, 23:57:53 UTC 4 years ago

Thank you!

[info]krystlegnr

June 2 2007, 17:50:55 UTC 5 years ago

oh wow...that was very good...i never watched Oz, but i see that christopher meloni played keller...damn (i actually dont think i'd mind if he decided to have his way with me lol) ;)

[info]linaerys

June 5 2007, 23:57:20 UTC 4 years ago

Thank you!

christopher meloni played keller

Yes he did, and he is sex on toast. Also, he makes out with guys A LOT on Oz. Recommended if you can stomach the violence.

[info]scribblinlenore

June 3 2007, 12:24:08 UTC 4 years ago

So hot! So wrong! And I really, really want Peter to come for Nathan. Nathan's belief that he will just melts me.

Also, Nathan and Chris Keller? Man. What a pair!

[info]linaerys

June 6 2007, 00:00:18 UTC 4 years ago

Peter will, although probably just in my head. I don't know if I could write him tearing Oz down brick by brick and rescuing Nathan without some really purple prose ;-)

Thank you! I'm glad it worked!

[info]bitter_crimson

June 3 2007, 18:08:32 UTC 4 years ago

[info]makesomelove sent me here. SO. GOOD. Man, I especially love that last line. <3 Nathan. And Keller. ^.^

[info]linaerys

June 5 2007, 23:56:24 UTC 4 years ago

Thank you so much! Keller and Nathan would be lethal allies if they could stop jockeying for position . . .

[info]47_trek_47

June 4 2007, 21:34:24 UTC 4 years ago

Don't watch Oz, so I just read this as Nathan/OC, and damn. This fic hurts. (which is a compliment, I swear) Oh, Nathan. Waiting on Peter to rescue him. OH.

Please to be writing the rescue fic. Because you can't just leave poor Nathan there!

[info]linaerys

June 5 2007, 23:55:35 UTC 4 years ago

Mmmmm, very appropriate icon.

I'm glad it worked even with Keller as an OC. Thanks for reading!

[info]fluffyllama

June 10 2007, 23:50:15 UTC 4 years ago

Wow, that's amazing. Your Keller is especially fabulous, and just the thought of these two in close quarters makes my brain explode. Love it. (Hope this works, LJ doesn't seem to want me to comment any more tonight *sigh*)

[info]linaerys

June 13 2007, 13:05:44 UTC 4 years ago

Thank you very much! I'm glad especially that you liked my Keller since I've never written him before.

[info]ivy03

June 18 2007, 21:50:53 UTC 4 years ago

I didn't think this would work but somehow...it does. I completely get your point about the non-con, though. To me it perfectly walked that line. Nathan is not without choice, he's making a choice with a very limited set of options, and part of Nathan going through with it is because he could choose not to. I hate to see the Petrellis locked up, but I almost believe Nathan would get a strange sort of comfort--or at least a relief of the boredom--with Keller.

Also, hot.

[info]linaerys

June 18 2007, 21:56:31 UTC 4 years ago

Heh, I seem to have this thing with locking Nathan up--not because I want to see him locked up, but because it forces him to interact with people he might not otherwise meet or give the time of day. I locked him up with Smallville's Lex Luthor in another fic.

Glad you liked this. Thanks for letting me know! So when are you going to start writing Heroes fic *wink*?

[info]ivy03

4 years ago

[info]linaerys

4 years ago

[info]a_cook1

May 10 2009, 22:47:54 UTC 3 years ago

"You ever fool around?”

He still doesn’t answer, because a lie would be transparent, and the truth is giving up too much. Keller laughs, self-satisfied, and says, “Yeah, you did.”"

Oh, wow. I memmed this, it's so hot, and so true to both characters. Nathan, always thinking, always deciding just how much he's willing to give up, and Keller, who would totally eat him with a flippin' spoon! brighteyedjill recommended I read this, and I am off to thank her, possibly with roses and chocolates.

This just rocked!

[info]linaerys

May 21 2009, 13:44:40 UTC 3 years ago

Thank you so much! I was just watching Oz again recently, so thank you for commenting and bringing it back to my attention.
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